My Special One

The day I remember when I fell for u,

I was confused weather it’s my love or just a sign of attraction.

The day I stand today have nothing been achieved,

I don’t know whether I am alive or m still dreaming about all those nights spend together.

The day I remember when a small smile made a huge difference,

I felt the strongest within myself to excel and also to protect.

The day is today were I can’t bear a small jaw pain,

I felt the most lonely and weakest being in the world.

The day was then when the entire group was elsewhere and we were concentrated,

It felt the luckiest to feel so special.

The day is today when all bad dreams arise together,

It felt like exorcism is haunting me every click of a second.

The day was then, when the nights used to turn to days & nights again,

It felt like why this moment so pure so divine.

The day is today where the day is kissing me in an hour but no offense,

It shakes me bad without a meaningless life and bad air presence.

The day was then when holding hands was the biggest comfort of life,

It felt like success therefore is hence achieved.

The day is today were the coziest bed cannot throw me back to dreams keeps it awake,

It feels like life is ahead and I am paused somewhere in the dark.

The day was then when winters breeze used to be so romantic and happening,

It felt like winter is specially made for me.

The day is today when seasons are not sensed and calculated by me,

It feels like everything is good and I am the most undesired.

The day was then when I first sensed of presence which was very eternal.

It feels like the stars and universe are hence to be kissed with every essence,

The day is today were houseful of presence is not bothered

It makes no sense of my presence no endurance of life,

The day was then when I could do anything to make happy.

It felt like it’s my religion to tinkle the hidden needs and fulfill.

The day is today were just the memories are flashing but its uncontrolled,

Its felt like biggest mistake of life is to remain alive……

I should die…….

I don't know what to say and how to express but I would say still I love u forever and ever doesn't matter weather u feel the same or not.....   

"dedicated to bubu"

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The untold story of mysterious chair

The untold story of mysterious chair 

             नीला सा है रंग मेरा , पूरी दुनिया को में भाति हूँ,

         अनचाहे अनजाने लोगो को आराम युही दिलाती हूँ,

     कभी दिल्ली, कभी वाराणसी, देशभर सेवा देती हूँ,

         BBRFI के कर्मक्षेत्र में लाखों लोगो का दिमाग पढ़ जाती हूँ,

कभी मोटा, कभी छोटा हर किसम के लोगो को सुलाती हूँ,

       ना  सिकवा ना सिकायत ना ही कभी किसी को सताती हूँ,

कभी किसी को हसाया, किसी को रुलाया, मगर मन में ज़रूर छाप छोड़ जाती हूँ,

     फ़िल्मी सितारा हो या कोई घनिष्ठ पुरुष सब करते हैं नमन मुझे,

जाने अनजाने सभी लोग बता देते हैं अपना वजन मुझे,

     केहने को है बोहोत कुछ मगर इतना केहना काफी है,

फिर मिलेंगे राही में हम बाकि कहानी अभी बाकि है................

                                   Its now been a long time to share my untold story, but still i remember the day when a dashing personality with heavy moustache stopped by with his official jeep. His first look brought enthusiasm among the entire community and his gesture of greet stated the owner ,"Hello: I am Dr. Alok k Mishra" , wanted to have a look on this mysterious chair which drawn my attention for my Research trust. 

                                  My gut feeling finally started coming true when he tried his personal experience by testing my eligibility by sitting on me. Although i had been through many test during my designing and making procedure but the ultimate master's dream was fulfilled n just one shot. Sir addressed with his heavenly voice," This is my visiting card; Please put the chair on my jeep, and i should communicate with you soonest I get my Debit card for the payment procedure". The deal was done and hence I started my unforgettable journey.

                                

                                   Sooner my confidence started growing when I was praised by many senior officials and doctors( including Dr. Meena Mishra, w/o, Dr. Alok k Mishra). Team of Engineers; psychologist doctors; scientists; other officials were very electrifying them-self and also gave me a vision to work along-with a fabulous team BBRFI, working for a noble cause of helping people know about their beautiful brain and enhance their performance/behaviour/talent for a better future.

                                    I was complimented many a times by many peoples round the nation including actors, ministers, govt. officials, normal citizens, patients and also with our international mentors, tourist and visionaries about my level of comfort and re-laxness. Although the interesting conversations came when peoples tried to bribe for me infront of such a diligent person. The debate and conversations finally rise to disappointment they did-not  succeeded in their wills of achievement.

                                     By the work of diligence day came when my friend my typist Mr. Avijit Mishra who helped me blog my story down encountered in helping me with fixing the seat eligibility and  my potentials. Rest I would relax my words by sayings"Milestone is achieved more are yet to be concurred. "

AVIJIT MISHRA

SCIENTIST(BRAIN SIGNAL)

 

                                               

LITTLE ANGLES

                   

  "BABIES AFFECTION BRINGS SMILES AND GLORY

  BABIES INNOCENCE NARRATES THE STORY

BABIES ARE ASSUMED AS ANGLES OF GOD

BABIES PRESENCE REDEEMS THE WORRIES AT ALL    "

The twinster the winster 

the babies that GROW

rises the world with

so & so

                                     Babies always brings spies in life. An extra added smile in life. The innocence, the childness, the smooth skin is the loveliest feeling in life. Life experiences various wonders and worries to tackle with. But a small encounter with little angles refreshes your life completely. Same think happened with Rithik, a young and smart college going boy. Being an average student with a background of Bihar he was facing various difficulties in tackling DU enviroment and studies too. 

                                     On his first college day, he got ragged with group of boys for his way of addressing peoples in the typical Bihari verse. But he was confidant and strong enough to overcome that situation. This confidence comes to him by seeing the little angles on his way back from college. There is a playschool when Rithik works part time as a night caretaker for earning his daily expense, where this little angles. The smallest and the cutest Lotita brings smile in his face when she waves him and wish him "dudd molninnn untle" to Rithik when his job ends the next morning. 

                                     It was almost week now for Rithik in his new city with his honors studies by games quota when a girl named Sunaina came into his life. Rithik fell for him because her chin was alike little Lolitta. She started using her by daily expenses in CCD and shopping centers. Idiot Rithik, the small town chap thought as whatever he was investing was an investment towards his love.Aftyerall it was the first time he got encouraged with such experiences. He used to prepare morning food for her everyday in his home which was cooked with costly mustard oil and savages.It was no other then the usual day when Rithik was about to meet Sunaina , he got stunned and stuck'ed when Sunaina was kissing another guy. His eyes filled with tears and heart beat was hitting to his extreme, he decided to jump from the nearby 10 stored flat where his friend was a guard too. On his way to roof stairs he was crying madly then this sweet little Lolitta showed up addressing, untle , al u tlyingggg? Did yol mumma slapped u? My mumma also stolded meee bt I am not tlying. Because I am grown up dud dirl now. Y r u crying like a small dirl? "  This encounter with the little angle helped poor Rithik change his mind and gather his strength for any kind of challenges in life. If a small kid has such potential to fight then why not him.

                                     Poor Rithik saw little angle and holded her and cried a lot. This buildings 4th floor was the place were little Lolitta lived in. He went inside the home wiping his tears and said your little angle saved me from something. I am the night gaurd from school.  

Sweet little angles thank-you for your presence,

Forgotten all worries all because of your innocence,

small fingers and small legs still have faith to touch the sky,

your activity tought me lesson for confidence we lie by,

tingling smile, tension free sleep is so soothing to see, 

I hope to become a little angle and always live free...

AVIJIT MISHRA
(MEMOIR/ BLOGGER/ SCIENTIST)