Characters:
Akansha, sujata, sanju uncle, me(ashe),
rohit, krish
my untold love
story
Preface
CHAPTER 1
An Unestablishment
Therefore
I started becoming more like typical men after taking such an strict decision
for me. Akansha can now understand my importance for her in our life. She
laughed mad when I said “ Love is not just ‘going on a date’, its friendship
without any clause”. But the laugh today is extinct…….. Oceans of sadness has
taken yet unfulfilled her presence.
BLISS OF LOVE,
CHARITY OF FEELINGS
DOWN IN MY HEART UNWOUND
MY HEALINGS……
NATURE OF MEETING AND
WAY OF TREATING
HOLDING U IN MY ARMS IS
LOVELY & CHEERING
SMILE & KISS OF
MY LITTLE MISS HAS GONE IN HAZE
EVERYTHING IN THE
WORLD LOOKS LIKE LEGAL HEARING
ONLY ONE MISTAKE DID
THE HEART MAKE
BY LOVING YOU CRAZY
WITHOUT BEING CHOOSIE
BUT THE INCEPTION OF
MY LIFE HAS ENDED WITH A HIVE
WHICH REMAINS UNFILLED
WHICH WON’T EVER GET FULFILLED
CRAZINESS FOR U
SHOULD NOT GO IN VAIN
M FEELING YOUR
ABSENCE AND NOW THE WORLD WILL FEEL THE PAIN…
CHAPTER 2
The Beginning
It’s
been a year now, when me, Krish & Rohit were begging in front of an police superintendent
,”Please sir, please forgive us”, whom we tried to bribe for letting us go. My bike already got ceased
surprisingly. We the modern aldosent guys were getting older to become Indian cowboys
now. After all Krish my 18 year virgin friend was getting his First date with
my girlfriend’s best friend Sujata. But the six feet long superintendent wasn’t
pleased with the crime we did in such a small stage, not by riding without a license
but by bribing him. Being a small town chap we never had to face certain rules
of not riding a bike without a helmet or wore proper shoes and riding
triplet. The most important i.e., having
a driving license. After this short meeting I realized the importance of ID
Card in our life. I used to think ID Cards are only been made for getting a sim
card for mobile phone. It wa a Laugh Out Loud situation for my buddies once.
It’s been so dumb of me but the slap in Rohit’s face by the superintendent got
my doubts clear. Now how the hell will I
explain the superintendent that my first ride was on seventh standard bare
footed with three friends riding my back on my uncles Vespa scooter to watch bikers
on a well “mouth ka kuwa”,most probably on the same road were I got ceased . These
memories are like golden assets to me.
My prayers was
heard when finally Krish’es uncle showed
up as he was a bit frank natured person to us and also had good contacts in our
semi-town to get us out. I started calling my village as semi – town after street
lights got showed up by the road sides. It was the happiest night where I
didn’t slept and was looking like owls to the lights in streets from my window.
I was wondering to see its beauty from clouds if I was a hawk. Certainly our date time was on a peak and Krish
didn’t wanted to die virgin. Krish was
too curious and enthusiast of getting out from the police station and his
patience was hitting its peak level. Suddenly he said “Do something bro” , and
we were laughing at his condition to see his authenticity to lose his first
date. Poor Krish was struggling mentally to end up the situation soonest
possible.The giggle stopped when uncle showed up with red face and pointed me
who the hell offered the superintendent with money. I was trying to find a manhole
or something to hide from getting scolded. My face started getting pale and dry
then. Rohit said ” its him, Ashe ”. I
felt like killing Rohit and doesn’t bothered then to get Section-302 then &
there, but things turned just opposite when Sanju uncle said,” you would become
a very good businessman if you opt to do spend in future”. I was shocked but
certainly I felt like kissing Rohit now. Rohit’s trick of encouraging uncle to
get me scolded was a big failure now. Although I didn’t knew the reason of my
happiness but jealousy in my buddies face was very soothing for me. Being an average
scorer in Mathematics my calculation got somewhat right. Uncle said you were to
small to offer a prestigious officer with such a practice, he just wanted to
see the guardian. The officer said that Ashe the most notorious young gentlemen
should opt economics for future as your inborn talent to impress and offer a business
in fierce condition was excellent. Krish just said ” Uncle, can you please
excuse us now. We are getting late for match”. Uncle asked , “What match?”,
although I understood his excuse to get out from the present situation yet I said
“Are we going for a match?, Why haven’t you informed us before?”. Now it was time
for Krish to kill me now. Kris gave a blow and Rohit laughed aloud, alike his
all time embarrassment practise he does.
Somehow
we managed to impress uncle out of that situation. We were late by an hour when
we reached our semi-town’s first mall, were the beautiful looking girl with a
pink dress was waiting for her someone. The girl standing lonely by side of an
ice-cream corner and playing with her scarf with fear to not to get caught and
also to see her date was like a replay to my memories with Avantika. Krish smiled
and tried to apologies her for being late by almost two hours, but she cut the
situation out and started hitting me for the delay.” You are always on time
while being on a date with Avantika, how the hell can you do this to me on
such a important day ”.It was not Sujata
, it was her bunches of fear and thoughts of worries which was thanking me for
the day. With this I smiled and I
appologised her and said out bike ran out of fuel……. Sujata didn’t even
bothered to hear my excuse and asked Krish “ I got my hair ironed, as u liked
such”. Krish continued, “My foolishness turned into happiness by seeing u….”
and therefore the two sweet lovely birds started walking by the mall and got
vanished in crowd somewhere. Me & Rohit planned to hamper his date, but
didn’t knew our brotherhood love for our friend Kris acted as a shield rather
then a spoiler. We left those shinning birds and went towards food corner as we
had krish’es valet with us. After all friends are always born to rule the friendly
hood. No matters what’s friend’s character or nature is or will be! Its
universal truth that every friend is important always.
A
life always needs a person to balance your situation or condition, sometime
like a mentor, like a parent, like a partner, etc. The common relationship
between all the vitae is friendship, The need to fulfill every deed.
Chapter 3
Lesson to a lesson
This day comes in every student’s
life when decision making becomes tough to choose your carrier. The
Intermediate exam mostly said as Standard 12th Board exam was on its
edge. My mother used to name this as Lion’s Gate which is very tough to cross
and lucky to score. Her words always used to haunt me in sleep about studies,
bad dreams, failing and all shots of nonsense. A second thought used to
encounter me gathering a loop in my head showing if I would not pass then what
would happen? Or, if I just get a passing marks.
The trinity of scoring good marks but
not better then Burma ji daughter, my so called neighbor always used to haunt
my dreams. As it’s been almost eighteen years of my birth now but still my neighbors
are my biggest competition. Not because of my so so performance but because of neighbor’s
kid making pride and topic of discussion in my society. The entire community
boys used to roam around Burma ji house only to get a view of Burma ji daughter
to spend a lucky day with the semi town princess, but it seemed like a war-zone
for me to look towards their side. I was on the verge of frustration hearing
about her good performance from aunties in my society along with with her endurance
of beauty and figure from arrogant boys of the society and circle. A cold war just started between us silently,
as she noticed that beyond having the biggest chance of approaching her I was
rather comfortable with the distance I maintained always. I started working
hard for not just getting scored high but to change the pride name in the
society and circle.
Exams were clicking the top roof and my dignity
to burn candles till the last hour was on the score. My fear for exam was not
over, the dialogues heard by my family about exam fear were always haunting my
nights. I used to be the best bicycle rider in my circle. Once it happened such
after I defeated my super senior to reach school by thirteen minutes from home
were as senior’s record was around fifteen minutes. This memory of my schooling
is not just my curiosity I am having about my memorable childhood but is said
to tell you about behavior which in no way describes me about my Romeo nature I
am carrying today. It was then when I used to hide if any famine used to cross
me or talk pranks about me I carried or made. A verse can explain my expression
better to show my craziness properly.
A day was then when I hide from
all the shades of a famine structures,
A day is today when top girls
from metro city wants me for a date,
A day was then when my shyness
used to make me silent in my class,
A day is today when no debates
can bring silence on my lips,
A day was then when circle of
boys and enchanter of jokes were the first priority,
A day is today when my college
girls brings me usually for a discussion always,
A day was then I used to think
that what a couple discusses often in phone,
A day is today when I have to
stand close to my charging point to continue uninterruptly,
A day was then when I had limited
stories to share but had many friends,
A day is today when I had many
stories to share but have an only friend,
A day was then my nights used to
spend under stars starring and relaxing on my roof,
A day is today when I don’t have
time to look or stair towards anyone or anywhere.
My approach
towards this verse is to show a child walking towards an aldoscent phase and
facing the essence of love and authenticity a child is caring to enchanter his
thought. A love for a lady can change your feelings and behavior but it’s not
possible to change you anyway. Same such thought happened when my only
happening to my life brought a smile of essence to my journey. Yes the story
lined up is bit precise with feelings not just to teach a lesson but also to
show you the importance of love in life and how it changes.
Frankly speaking a smile to your life is never permanent but to make it
mandatory you have to bring someone’s permanent smile and fix it so that it
remains untouched and unmoved. I have heard once from an experienced lover that
,” Become prominent to remain prominent. You have to become something for
someone so that he/she returns back if leaves angrily” . A very true lesson I
had learned from an experienced winner who was had defeated many failures of
life. A life should be lived to move mountains not to become a mountain with
arrogance. Don’t take many decisions to fulfill someone’s need, but just take
one decision so that world remembers you for decades and centuries.
Chapter 4
My love
Time has no command of control neither
we have over our heart. It was now quite a while leading a simple life. The day
I woke up early 6am looking directly towards calendar of Radhe-Krishna.
Although it seemed strange for me to feel so fresh and ready on the peak hour
when everybody were just yawning on the bed. I literally went towards the
cupboard to fetch fresh clothes which was otherwise mom’s duty and rushed
towards washroom to get freshened up.
When I got out ready from the washroom
my Dad was surprised to see me. He checked my temperature to see weather my
health was fine or not. Nextly he raised his voice to remind him that he is
late for work , breakfast should be ready. I went inside brought my alarm clock
to show that everything is fine and he is not late. Dad found himself and
confused and went busy with his daily duties. I was leaving for my morning
tuition class after getting properly dressed up along with having breakfast. On
my way a lady bicycle crossed me with spreading a cloud of perfume by my side.
A girl hitting her pink colored eighteen inched Ladybird cycle with confidant
posture. The curly open and most hair with small sprinkling droplets by the end
and watering her dress felt absolutely superb to observe. A certain thought
came up my mind to overtake her and see her face at least once, but my haunt of
shyness was discouraging me to overcome
my thought of anxiousness within. Somehow I made myself strong to take a step
to overtake her but my neighborhood uncle returning from morning walk asked me
stopping,” Were are you heading to so early” , I would have slanged him if he
was not a known person then. Hence I replied ,” For my chemistry classes ,
Uncle. ”
SOME STORIES ARE NEVER ENDING…….
REGARDS
Avijit Mishra
Scientist | Researcher | Career Counselor
Scientist | Researcher | Career Counselor
